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Friday, August 19, 2011


The greatest irony of life is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone after that person walks out from your life. Sometimes you think, you're already over a person but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just the one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reson why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love, only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. Here's a piece of advice: Let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough and move on when things are not like before. There is someone out there who will love you even more, surely then, you will know what true love is.

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions
She is wondering how long you will be around

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.


When you wake up each morning,
and you feel like calling.
I'll be there for you.
When the road seems uncertain
and you can't stop the hurtin'.
I'll be there for you.

When there's no one beside you
I'll be there guide you
catch you each time you fall.
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there.

When the world is unkind
and your dreams, they need more time.
I'll be there for you.
If the rules they keep breaking
and the future is fading.
I'll be there for you.

The rainbow will end
in the palm of your hand
don't ever let it go.
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there.

Who knows where we'll go
what will tomorrow bring.
But we have each other, just hold on tight.
We can take to the skies and fly....
I'll be there for you...


I was in the sixth grade when I met this guy. Let's call him JB. We were merely acquaintances, when all of a sudden, he texted me one night. From that night on, we became extremely close friends. And for once in class, we actually talked to each other.  
But then, one day, he asked me if he could court me. I was speechless. This wasn't normal for me. I told him that it was his choice. It seemed he took it as a yes. Everyday in school, he'd always try to find a way to be with me. Later on one day, he asked me if I could be his girlfriend. I couldn't answer him. So, I told him to wait. 
The following day, I asked my best friend what I should do. She told me to reject him. "He's just a player, don't trust him. He's just playing on you. He's done that to every girl. Just so that he'd get a girlfriend before he transfers schools." She said. 
This struck me. Later on that day, he asked me again. I didn't know whether I should say yes or not. I couldn't tell whether he was lying or not. But, how could he be lying? I haven't seen him do any of those things he did to me to other girls. Maybe I just didn't see it. 
But whatever my reason was, I said yes. I took the chance. If he really was lying then I would have noticed it. But his affection was genuine. Or so I thought. We lasted 2 months. It was in late November when he texted me about our relationship. It was a week after getting our report cards.
"Hey... I'm sorry but we have to split up for a while. My parents heard about my average on my card and they weren't happy. When they found out about us, my mother asked me about your grades. I said you were higher than mine. She gave me a look which meant I had to focus on my studies first. I promise I'll be back for you. I love you." 
That's all he said. I was terribly hurt. Later on, I found out he was hitting on another girl. Looks like my friend was right... 
3 months later, around February the following year, he texted again. 
"Hey, babe. It's been a while." He said,
"Babe? I don't understand." I said,
"That's what we call each other, right?" he said,
"Used to. You left me, remember?" I said,
"Didn't I say I'd come back to you?" He asked,
"Yeah, right after you hit on another girl. Whatever JB. You lied to me." I said angrily
We never talked again.
Although he lied to me and fooled me, there'll always be that one little corner of my heart that still loves him and wants him to come back.

I WILL LOVE YOU ...
As long as I can dream,
as long I can think,
as long as I have memory.

I WILL LOVE YOU ...
As long as I have eyes to see,
and ears to hear,
and lips to speak.

I WILL LOVE YOU ...
As long as I have heart to feel,
a soul stirring within me,
an imagination to hold you.

I WILL LOVE YOU ...
As long as there is time,
as long as there is love,
as long as there is you,
as long as I have breath,
to speak your name,
Because I love you more than anything in this world.